I can understand that. Pisces Sun people are dreamy and intuitive, and feeling such intense emotions can be hard! Mercury rules the way you think, so in Pisces, it would make your dreams very vivid and colorful, also a bit psychic. I think you can read others very well, especially with the Scorpio Moon. Both Pisces and Scorpio are water signs, making you very emotional, but Scorpio is stronger. The Pisces in you can lead to letting others take advantage of you for being so kind-hearted. The Gemini Rising is the way others see you, so that's a bit more light and humorous, you don't seem as intense as you are. Both Gemini and Pisces are good communication signs, so you get along well with others and are a good storyteller, a restless person who craves a lot of life experiences. I can see where this is both blessing and curse. The Scorpio Moon can help ground you. The Gemini will help you move on from getting too serious at times, just out of boredom. So that could be your saving grace.